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S​/​T

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1.
I already feel like i'm dead would leaving be that much of a stretch is living worth the pain that we feel nothing is easy, even when our eyes are closed i don't want to feel like i have to compromise my sanity, serenity just to fit another fucking mold never neurotypical, never backing down from being myself
2.
RED SHIFTED 01:00
sitting in the backseat of my body is that a stranger before me? i cant tell, please just get me out feels like i'm living inside of someone else beg, plead, get this skin off of me who's body am i in? can't feel my fingertips i don't want to live like this red shifted clone of myself i want to feel, is there anyone inside? disconnected, hearts on trial, on fire i'm rotting hell
3.
ESCAPE 00:38
falling from reality, dissociates identities regressing to my fractured self, poverty, hidden fallout drooling choking, my brain is broken someone pull me out of this remembering moments once under cover of darkness, now pouring into my fucking psyche personalities divided all my life do they protect me or demand i run and hide i just want out
4.
it piles up the pressure pushing, pooling by my feet i'm drooling tired of authority, a mindless mass majority of mesh short masqueraders further marginalizing me put us in positions where we cant stop seeing red y'all ruined it, it's silly shit admit it
5.
CHOKE 00:59
out the window, sky floats away, house is tilting no one hears you, eyes can't see, falling quickly sink into earth, rift is growing open chasm, refuse raining reaching out for someone's help splintered fingers, bloody grasp heart speared by loose debris sputter try to swallow your words visions going black choke on your guilt, drown in your blood, no one is there
6.
WEIGHTLESS 00:44
whirlpool dragged me down i feel weightless but theres something underneath me, making me feel like shit rows of teeth are parting bending, thirsty, heading straight for my fucking neck my time time is coming soon, hope the glass holds up
7.
TROPHY SKULL 02:04
your demons just found out, now we're teaming up against you book it to a brand new town, thinking that you won't be followed like the way you followed us, laced our drinks when we weren't looking then while we were passing out, fucked us with no circumspection do you feel contrition for all the shitty things that you did? did you even stop to think? bet you didn't fucking blink did it ever cross your mind that you are a perpetrator? we are coming for you, you won't leave here alive we'll cut off your head, put it on a shelf and leave it as a warning for everybody else this won't ever happen again

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RHEIA - DRUMS, VOCALS
ARIA - GUITARS

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released October 15, 2021

RECORDED AND MIXED BY JERM @ 4 MULVANEY
MASTERED BY WILL KILLINGSWORTH @ DEAD AIR STUDIOS
COVER ART BY JERM
LOGO BY WILL ISENOGLE

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